me and my guitar had a date today...

well it was kind of cool... today i actually played my guitar, my dulcitar and sang... it felt really good to do that... what prompted such a session is that i've got half hour gig at a coffeehouse tomorrow night and thought i had better dust off the instruments and see if i can actually still play let alone perform...

well... i do believe i can and i really enjoyed it... just played for the fun of it and it made me wonder why i don't play like i used to... i think i've been pretty wrapped up in simply "making a living" and literally forgetting about my music... that which doesn't "earn" me a living...

however...

one big awareness that struck deep as i was playing was how much my music is such a part of me and how sad it is that i haven't been honouring it for such a long while unless "i have to"...

i really felt that i re-connected with my music today in a very wonderful way that i can't really explain - it's just something that i "know" about myself... i really just let myself "play" and let my "self" go to just "be" with whatever came and flowed out of me... especially with my voice... it was good to hear my own voice singing... felt like maybe i "cleared" some stuff out of the way maybe...

and..

i had a blast! thank you!

also.. it's good to be back at this blog - something else i've neglected too...

so, in a way i think, i welcomed myself back in a couple of ways today...

signing off with much gratitude...
weaver (((o)))