Showing posts with label • poems and songs.... Show all posts
Showing posts with label • poems and songs.... Show all posts

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

• rust red rose hips...

poem...

again

out walking today
rust red rose hips
sing to me

taking me back
to you...

over and over and
over and over

and...

over and over and
over and over

and...

over and over and
over and over

again...


- weaver © 09/04

note... the above as i read aloud reminds of soft, loving drumming over and over and over and over - especially for you my sweet wx.......... (((o)))

Monday, June 13, 2011

holy mother's protecting chain - a shaker hymn...

Below, on video... thought i'd share my rendition of one beautiful traditional hymn i learned a while back... the "holy mother's protecting chain" - a shaker hymn... when i sing this hymn, it places me immediately within alignment with "the all that is" around me, within me, above me and below me... i feel our blessed earth mother singing through me who yearns to connect with all of us through her all beauty, music and art...  i welcome your comments of how these words (lyrics) of beauty may speak to you...

i do hope you enjoy the music and the images of the beautiful roses - one being red which represents our blessed earth mother, pachamama and one white - representing our blessed apu mountain spirits...


Also, below if you wish to sing along... i've included the words/lyrics which also include some of the language of the spirits... mystery vowels which dwell from spirit sourcing from a very long time ago... i invite you to learn and share this song if you wish........ for  i believe this song is a gift from our mother for all...






holy mother's protecting chain - a shaker hymn...


with my blessing
i have blessed you
oh my children!
with my comfort
i have comforted you
yah... with my love i have loved you


*the refrain is in the language of the spirits...


refrain...
vo o' vo nee
o har ka e 'on a se'


with my power
i've inspired you
oh my children!
with my glory
i have glorified you
yay, from my store
i have nourished you


refrain...


by my wisdom
i have guided you
oh my children!
with my beauty
i have beautified you
yay, with my grace
i have clothed you


refrain...




• this song is available on weaver's demo/sample CD titled, for all of you my beautiful ayllu* at cdbaby... click here to visit...


blessings with much light to you all...
with light and love, weaver (((o)))


*ayllu is a quechua word loosely meaning "community"...  in the andes, the fundamental social unit was the "ayllu" a kinship group with a common ancestor... or... a sense of community that encompasses every being in a village, including hills, rivers, animals and plants, each of which is endowed with a spirit.

Thursday, November 04, 2010

Lunar Samhain – drum-time of remembrance and dreamings…

we all come from the stars....
and to the stars, we must return...
on a bridge of rainbow light...
coming home... to who we are...
- weaver © 2006

It’s been an interesting number of weeks coming up to this time of Samhain this year… it seems every few weeks, i learn of someone i know dear who has suddenly died... from either a heart attack... suicide and cancer... young lives suddenly gone in an instant waaay too early... it just doesn't make sense....

It's been such a shock so many times over... and feeling so sad for the loss... and has certainly awoken many thoughts on what the "priorities" are in my life and what is truly important... those i love and cherish... family and friends...

Today, Friday, November 5th is also a new moon (in Scorpio) and we’re gathering to be in sacred circle to acknowledge and honour this special time of the year and to drum together…

Samhain (pronounced sow-wen) means “end” within the Celtic earth-based Wiccan shamanic traditions… Samhain marks the symbolic death of the Sun God and his passing into the "land of the young," where he awaits rebirth of the Mother Goddess at Yule.

In this cycle of the year it is the end of summer, the end of harvest-time and the beginnings of winter – the death and falling way of the old past year… a time of the great mother, our blessed earth mother begins her rest to go to sleep for the winter to regenerate to begin again in the spring…



When growing up on our family farm, i loved the musty smells of decaying burning leaves from the many burning bonfires scattered throughout our community…
It was the time of year was when the cows came in from the summer pastures… and our big ol’ barn was stuffed full of hay and straw… and the two towering silos seeped at their seams with their fermenting stink of silage… the machinery was maintained and put away… my mom putting up endless jars of canned perserves and squirrling them away in the basement cupboards... it was the completion of the harvest and the rains came…
i miss the smells of those times living in the city now...

Samhain is also the time of the “old white-haired crone”… the “wise ones”… the “elders”… “grandmother white wolf” and the “crystal teachers”… guardians who graciously open the gateway for our dear beloved ones who have passed to the enter the place of the “Summerlands” – a place to await to be reborn and live again…

The lunar new moon cycle is a magical time of new beginnings – an opportunity to recharge one’s goals that have already been set or create new ones. It’s a good time to also reflect on the last year… an opportunity to let go of that which no longer serves you or works… to release old habits or addictions…

It’s interesting re the “goal-thing” and the timing of this season…. as i’ve been building a new business and a big part of learning the new tools of this business is the importance of setting goals and intention of what i’d like to see happen in all areas of my life including this new business.

I’ve realized that i have never spent a lot of time actually writing down many of my goals in the past – it seems, most of my life, i’ve pretty much bumbled along juggling my many interests and passions mindlessly hoping for the best… and so, this exercise has been a good one for me and a new learning – it’s a time to really look at what and where i’d like to be and mindfully create that…

As we enter this season of darkness i invite you to write down all that you want or don’t want and all that you’d like to let go… shake the crumbs and dust from your pockets… then, gather it all up and take it to the sacred fire and burn it away - to become light… and, as it burns, let the flames inform you and teach you and warm you… and then, be open to receive the gift of the light returning transformed filling you back up to embrace your vision and your own dreamings… your own goals for the coming new year…

Samhain is a time when the "veils between the worlds" are the thinnest… where we can connect with our dear ones who have passed – to honour them and bid them farewell on their journeys to the light…

We also welcome all the newly born and celebrate their arrival blessing us with their bright light!

This night of the lunar Samhain… in sacred circle through the sacred drum’s ever-present open heart with prayers, we will honour our elders, our ancestors and our dear, dear friends and kin who have recently passed... setting chairs for them to be with us one more time... sending them our love and remembrance…

For… dear Skye MacDougall…

For dear Nancy Eagles (Patchouli)…

For dear Brent Astle...

For dear Anne Russell…

For dear Shelley Cromie...

For all our beloved ancestors... our dearly beloved… we will sooo miss you and wish you well on your journey home… and we honour you!

Blessed be… Hi-yi-yah! - We hear your voice!

What is remembered lives!

(((o)))

Song of Samhain
I am the hallow-tide of all souls passing...
I am the bright releaser of all pain...
I am the quickener of of the fallen seed-case...
I am the glance of the winter twilight....
I am the hearth-fire and the welcome bread...
I am the curtained awning of the pillow...
I am the unending wisdom's golden thread.
—Caitlin Matthews

(((o)))



...above, a video of ms. murphy and the crows in our backyard this Fall.......






Monday, March 08, 2010

a mother's cry...

a song i wrote...
about the 3 mothers in my life....


a mother’s cry

there’s a deepness dark in me
that never goes away…
my soul sooo yearns
for someone I’ve never known…

i think I can hear… a mother’s cry…


i often wonder why
when I see an eagle fly…
in a distance far away
is a love i'll never show…

i think I can hear… my mother’s cry…
i think I can hear… my mother’s cry…


my tears run fast
like the rivers of my blood…
my heart longs... for you
will you please remember me…

can you not hear… your mother’s cry…
can you not hear… your mother’s cry…


will you freely sing to me
like you always used to do…
please... listen for me
as I always do for you…

will you not hear… your mother’s cry…
will you not hear... your mother's cry


i invite you to return
to the ancient sacred way…
time to... let go of the fear
walk with me to the holy fire…

now you can hear… your mother’s cry…
now you can hear… your mother’s cry…
now you can hear… your mother’s cry…

-- © 2004 weaver • SOCAN

(((o)))

Sunday, May 13, 2007

a vision...

a dream...
to drum with our earth mother...

to connect...
be in harmony
is all we seek...

calm balance...
fresh clarity...
to seek resonance, tone, timbre, pulse...

linking up
to be one, once again...
return to source in unity
together with our blessed earth mother...

she seeks us by always
helping us remember...
being there, a constant...
offering support and nurturance...

let's offer our love and hope
with clear, whole, sound...
re-connect with her deep heart-pulse...
her rhythm so constant
so strong...

rhythm gives us intent...
she keeps us going
melody is like thought...
be of like mind
harmony is emotion...

begin by giving back...
as one people
one heart, one song
side by side harmonizing...
with our body...
around her body
at one moment...
now!

© 1994 weaver

weaver (((o)))

Thursday, September 28, 2006

a power from you...

song...

a power from you...

a friend of mine came to tell me one day
how she had met someone in a neat kind of way
so she told me that you had a way with a song
and that i'd probably feel in a way
that i'd... belong...

so it came to be another fine day
how i came to meet you in another kind of way
i thought to myself how i felt... good with your song
it was so good to know and feel...
that i... belonged...

... i'll never understand to this day why
when i heard you sing your soul
how i came to fly

...away some where
lost in a sigh
beyond myself...
way down...
inside...

and that presence is still with you here today
and it's there with you now in a warm kind of way
i can feel it now as i sing my own song
i can feel your soul right now
it's there to... be...

... i'll never understand to this day why
when i heard you sing your soul
i came to fly

...away some where
lost in a sigh
beyond myself...
way down...

...away some where
lost in a sigh
beyond myself...
way down...

inside...

© weaver - date unknown • SOCAN

Thursday, August 17, 2006

awakened with purple...

poem...

awakened with purple...

crystals carried...
mindfully left behind with
ceke-lined mountain spirit...
rumbles of deep sounds
from within the mother...
lying
on my back
letting go... letting go....
it's okay... just let go...
spirals of feathered wands and stones...
drumming my center
out and in again
'round and 'round we go...
and again and again...
purple-flamed fires
there... reflect
our beautiful ayllu...
standing up... standing ready...
within all their glory... power full
eyes shining bright...
faces so star-aware...
reclaiming who we truly are....
mother earth,
her children
remembering...
we love.

© 15/08/06 weaver

Thursday, June 01, 2006

the gift...


poem…

the gift...

within revered circle…
a gift that was given to
someone else
or what seemed to be intended
as a gift for someone else
was instead…

given to me…

at these blessed gatherings,
gifts are often given
to the teacher or shaman
as a token of appreciation and gratitude
for the learnings and gifts
that have been received…

this gift to me
from the place
of the three rivers
was promptly
bestowed into my two
exposed ready hands…
and weight at once
summons up
the blessed earth mother…
grounding me deep…

was a
smooth,
oval stone…

direct recognition
of maybe.. just maybe
i’ve known you before?…

i do belive so
as…

a rising and falling
devoted force
transports me to places
not yet known or
maybe i’ve let go…
without being seen…

Shashen!… could that be you?
are you calling out to me…
yet again…?

i bid to journey
downward to
the mother’s core
to at last meet you
face to face
at your crystal-domed gate
to accept…
to comprehend
our enduring
discourse…
at last…
hand-to-hand…

the time
is undoubtedly now…

as i look
within you… silver stone…
who is filled with the
thousands of stars…
you shine me…
as i fall into your cosmos
of unending
unendings…

i can hear
your singing
and the singing…

of the stars…

-- © 01/06/06 weaver

Friday, March 17, 2006

drum buddy...

journey...

drum buddy...

it has been revealed to me
that there is a being
who resides in the lower world...
in a darkly cave...
abundantly covered
with thousands of
shiny crystals of light...

his or her name
i believe...
is shashen....
an androgynous being
neither male or female...
maybe both...

shashen
is a gatekeeper...

the transmitter
of the frequency
of the earth's pulse...
to the middle world...

shashen transmits
this 'pulse'
through his or her
own heart...

shashen has
to listen very carefully
and in a new way
to accomplish
this...

and so do i...

weaver (((o)))

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

tonight i like the rain...

poem...

tonight i like the rain...

tonight i like the rain…
and usually
i don’t
mostly because
sometimes it can pour and pour and pour
here

but tonight i like the rain...
maybe because i like the sound
she makes as the heavy drops fall
with assured intent
now

tonight i like the rain…
because she seems to know
that our earth is crying i guess…
i think our earth is just plain tired
with all of us
not caring

but tonight i thank the rain...
as she incessantly washes all the uncaring away
once again
giving us another chance
to care
like we used to

tonight i like the rain...

-- weaver © 2005



Monday, June 06, 2005

quickening... (power song)

poem...

quickening (power song)

to gather
energy
at a moment’s notice

hovering
within
the mother’s arms

gently
rocking
side to side

cradled

light
sound
envelopes my
whole being

humming
humming

letting go
straight to the heart

as far as one
can go

catching
the breath
of spirit

to allow
and let go

with total trust
and knowingness
as i fall
willingly

i am
nurtured
and loved within
the ever present
great mother

she is
i am

one in the all
together
flying in
completeness

and just knowing

joy is
the song

as
i am
the singer
and the song

i soar!

-- © weaver

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

the healing ears... (not a typo either...)

poem...

the healing ears (not a typo either)

a hanging half moon night is
nagging away a blue sky day...

driving back home and stopping in on the way
a mallard stands at the store door...

mom with a butcher knife
still screams in my ears...

remembrance…

that i got way too close
to an unknown
full-swinging baseball bat...

and the many drums are healing once again...

yes please... the resonant.

-- © 2003 weaver

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

poem... memoriam...



memoriam...

i attempt to

re-call...

the feeling of
heavy rain
dropping from
the tip of a leaf...

witnessing
the path of wet
run down
my crooked finger
into my willing,
open palm...

please...

more cleansing
i ask
as the stream it
clings
my hopeful skin...

a moment....

fresh moment of blessed rain
great spirit....
guide me...

to remember
me...
remember me...

i ask
"she who walks beside me walking"....
help me to know

the trust of you....

i now...

hand it all
over.


-- weaver © 2004

Monday, May 30, 2005

today... a first day...


poem...
kneel down with the grasses before you...
and listen for the wind's whisper...
allow the mountains to embrace you...
and sing with the heavens above...
-- weaver © 1974